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Cant Sleep
I cant sleep. This is a bad thing because I have an interview tomorrow. I think my mind and body are trying to sabotage me.
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Distracted No More
Hello from the Daily Planet. I am trying to not come here since it takes $1.00 to buy a cup of coffee and legitimatize my stay to use the internet. Yesterday something got hung up. I find my self without anything to do. I cant leave town due to my financial situation. I cant use…
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My Life
This morning’s run greeted me with a bright orange sunrise, the perfect wake-up call. The sun hit my face, warm and inviting, a reminder of how simple moments can feel so fulfilling. This weekend seems promising. Tomorrow, I’m heading to a Halloween party at my friend Sean’s house. The whole gang will be there, and…
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Broken Wheel
Last night I was coming back out of Patte canyon after a night ride with some friends when tragedy struck. In the darkness, I hit a pothole or something big and sharp. My rear wheel fractured, although I did not know it at the time. I got a ride into town from a friend and…
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Did I Waist My Time?
Is meditation not prayer? Why not call it praying? Is there a difference? Well, whatever, I call it meditation, and I have a new thought. Is not meditation a direct opposite of obsession and worry? Maybe that is why it helps to meditate during highly stressful times. Relaxing, opening conciseness is available and also free…
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Whats The Plan
This morning something is burning as I cant even see down the street. I took the car to Liquid Planet for the start of today’s job search. I did not want to breath all the smoke. Its choking! I am constantly reminding myself that I am not doing enough. I am losing my car, but…
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Faith
Today I am having a bad day. It is only a matter of time until the repo-people come to get my car. That is depressing. I am very depressed today. I must say this, not because I believe it, but because by some sort of conductive reactance it will make me feel better and centered.…
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The Past
Hello from the Missoula Public Library! It is a sunny but cold day. It is nice with the snow-capped peaks looming around. It looks like Snow Bowl is getting good snow. The weekend went by and I had not even realized it. I pretty much summed up, finished my new site code last night, and…
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Trust
I’ve been mulling over what I said yesterday and, honestly, I’ve got more to say. I’m realizing I have this habit of trusting other people a bit too much. The kicker? I don’t always trust myself. Maybe it goes back to childhood—getting labeled as something I didn’t believe I was. You know the stuff: lazy,…
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Party Last Night
Good morning from the Liquid Planet where I am wondering if they are getting tired of me here everyday all day long. I went to a party last night at a friends house. He is the professor at University of Montana! The University just got a multi million dollar grant. I told him that they…
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Detaching
Here I sit at the public library listening to the Dark Tower audio CD and just now getting back to my job search routine. I am tired. Probably because I woke up at 5 a.m. after staying up real late. This time of year does something to my sleep patterns. I think it has something…
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Financial Responsibility
Reporting from the Liquid Planet here in dark (morning) downtown Missoula. The ride in town this morning was dangerous due to the road construction. I had to ride the sidewalk and a couple frost heaves may have rendered me with two flat tires when I go back to my bike when I am done here.…
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Sneak Peak
Reporting from the city library on a sunny evening I have some good news. No, I did not get a job. I will be launching my new site soon and you all can now get a sneak peak. Well …. If your reading this than you have peaked. I plan to launch the new site…
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Real World
Chillin’ in Missoula at Liquid Planet, and guess what? The sun’s decided to join the party, throwing glimmers off those snow-tipped mountains. Meanwhile, I’m here trying to focus, but there’s this chatter behind me that’s straight outta ‘Real World.’ Been diving deep into my website game lately, but today, it’s time to shift gears and…
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Quick Notes
I am working on a launching of a new site for next week. It will be more like what prospective employers would like. Other than that I need to get out more after this launch. Tomorrow I hope to go for a bike ride. There is snow in the mountains and it is building up.…
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Slow Going
Whew, another job search day. Getting a late start today not because but contributing to is the run-in I had with an ATM today. I entered my information and it processed everything except it forgot to give me my ten bucks. I had to go into the bank and make sure that I didn't get…
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No Job Still
Hello from the Liquid Planet where the sun was out this morning as I biked into down town to resume my job search. Yesterday went well but not as well as I would of wanted it to. I stopped in to see a friend of mine's friend that worked at the college where I am…
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Day Lost
Today started off on a brighter note than yesterday, which took a nosedive the moment I received a message from GEICO about my car, casting a shadow over my job-hunting efforts until late evening. The burden of potential debt looms large, making me hesitant to use credit for bills, fearing it’ll deepen the financial pit…