Author: Bill

  • My Substack

    My Substack

    I’m trying out a new publishing platform that might replace this website. Looking to cut down on costs and the occasional headache (though I’ve gotta admit, I do have a soft spot for this place). Time will tell how it goes! For now, check out my posts over there. If I end up coming back, I’ll post everything here again.

  • Wild Heart

    Wild Heart

    July 18th, 2024: It’s the wilderness that gets you… these little pockets of magic hiding in plain sight. Point Six might not be the tallest peak around Missoula, but there’s something about it that keeps pulling me back, especially in summer when the valley’s cooking like an oven. The mountain’s always got something new to show you.

    Murphy Peak

    I could bore you with the stats (and I probably will). Standing at nearly 8,000 feet, Point Six isn’t trying to compete with the big boys of the Rockies. It’s got this modest prominence of 440 feet, give or take. But numbers don’t capture what makes this place special. They can’t tell you about how the wildflowers explode across the slopes in a riot of colors that’d make an artist weep.

    Makes a person weep

    Those white bell-shaped blossoms tucked between the rocks? They somehow find enough soil to thrive where nothing should. Incredible, really. And then there’s those bright yellow clusters reaching toward the sun like they’re trying to outshine it. The mountain’s got its own garden show going, and we’re just lucky spectators.

    The Snake

    The views from up there… that’s the real payoff. The Rattlesnake Mountains stretch out before you like some ancient sleeping beast, all green ridges and valleys carved by time and weather. On clear days you can see forever, I swear. The perspective makes you feel small in the best possible way… like your problems don’t amount to much in the grand scheme.

    Little Stream

    There’s this little stream that cuts through one section of the trail, water so clear and cold it hurts your teeth. It’s probably been flowing that way since before people ever set foot here. Makes you think about permanence and change all at once.

    Flowers on a ski run

    Yeah, they’ve got the Snowbowl down below, and there was talk years back about expanding ski runs up toward Point Six. Part of me is glad they never did. Some places should stay a little wild, a little hard to reach. Makes the effort worth it.

    The weather station up there’s been silently watching it all, measuring wind speeds and temperatures while the seasons change around it. Recording data nobody really sees but somehow everybody needs. Kinda poetic, in its way.

    Beargrass

    I don’t know what it is about mountains that makes you philosophical. Maybe it’s the thin air, maybe it’s just being surrounded by something so much older and more permanent than yourself. Either way, Point Six delivers. Not bad for a little peak with a number for a name.

  • Shadow Peak

    Shadow Peak

    It’s barely 6pm on June 18th, and the air is still thick with that summer heat… a blessed relief from the absolute inferno we’ve been dealing with down in the valley all day. Mo is behind me, struggling a bit on the access road, her water bottle already half-empty. I swear, I was born for this stuff. The mountain and me, we’ve got this understanding. Mo? She’s more of a determined struggler, but hey, love makes you do dumb things, like voluntarily biking up nearly 8,000 feet of Montana elevation when you’d rather be watching F1 on the big screen.

    The climb starts gentle, winding through the Lolo National Forest, but soon, the incline kicks up, and I can hear Mo’s breathing getting heavier. I slow down a bit, pretending I need to adjust my gear. “Did you know Point Six has a prominence of about 440 feet?” she huffs, mostly to distract herself from the burning. I laugh. “I knew you were gonna start dropping mountain stats the second you got tired.” She’s not wrong. I know her too well.

    Quiet Hours

    The higher we go, the quieter it gets… just wind and the crunch of our tires on loose rock. The Montana Snowbowl ski area sprawls below us, looking kinda naked without its winter coat. There were once plans to expand the ski runs all the way up here, but that never panned out. Probably for the best, honestly… there’s something magic about how untouched this part of the mountain feels.

    A mile from the summit

    A mile or so from the summit, we stop to catch our breath (okay, she stops—I could keep going forever, but I’m not gonna be that person). “We’re at about 1.12 miles of isolation from the nearest taller peak,” Mo says between gulps of water. I smirk. “And how does that make you feel?” She thinks about it for a second. “Small. But, like…in a good way.” Sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky to find someone who cares about nerdy mountain facts as much as she does.

    Point Six

    Near the top, the wind picks up, funneled by the ridgeline. Thank god for that breeze. Somewhere up here, there’s a weather station, quietly collecting data on wind speed, temperature, and whatever else weather stations track. Mo would probably know the exact sensors they use. She’s probably mentally recording the data herself for some project I’ll hear about later.

    Summit

    Then, finally, we reach the summit. The valley spreads out below us, a patchwork of green, gold, and the deep blue of distant lakes, all soaking up that magic evening light. I can practically see the heat waves still rising from town. I glance at Mo, her face flushed with effort, hair stuck to her forehead, and I feel this weird rush of… something. Pride? Love? Whatever it is, it’s good.

    Terrible Idea 🙂

    “This,” she says, breathing hard, “was a terrible idea.”

    I grin. “You love terrible ideas.”

    She’s right. She does. Especially when they involve me.

    And especially when they come with a 4,000-foot downhill ride back to the car before dark. Now we’re talking.

  • Now… Then

    Now… Then

    Now… we sit. We stare out the window. We ponder the meaning of life, the unpredictability of the weather, and whether wearing three layers indoors is a sign of wisdom or just giving up.

    Maybe we lean into the madness… bundle up, step outside, and act like we actually enjoy the so-called “refreshing” air. Or maybe we surrender entirely, burrow under a blanket, and let the weekend sort itself out.

    Either way… we remain gloriously undecided.

    Then…

    On this day in history:

    • 2023: Rolling a Fattie on the Oregon Coast – Mo (Snuggles) and I cruised our fat bikes along Cape Lookout’s stunning dunes—pure coastal joy on two wheels!
    • 2018: The Finer Things – Mo and I savor the elegant pleasures of life, from romantic dinners to carefree adventures, wrapped in laughter and candlelight.
    • 2017: Sickness and in Health – Despite waking up sick, I powered through pull-ups and wood chopping. Mo was feeling better, reminding me that vows cover every sniffle!
    • 2016: Down to 2 – Slimming down the bike collection to extremes: fattie and cross bike. Saying goodbye to Gonzo and Askia—hello gravel grinder adventures!
    • 2014: Honestly? – Admitting my listening struggles and introverted honesty that sometimes confuses others. Blogging to the rescue!
    • 2013: Missoula Bound – Another trip to Missoula? Yep! Cue internal dialogue and dramatic reasons for yet another commute adventure.
    • 2012: Long Slog: Winter Dangers – Tonight’s ride symbolizes life’s tough journeys, supporting a friend through surgery and the emotional rollercoaster ahead.
    • 2010: Clearing The Ridge – Revisiting my cycling photography from 2009, including the iconic shot “Clearing The Ridge” captured during a perfect autumn ride.
    • 2008: My ‘Team’ Kit – Payday means racing license renewal! Sponsorship? Nope, just proudly racing as Team Solo this season!
    • 2006: Spring Break Continues … – Still riding high on Spring Break vibes, writing from Break Espresso—adventures (and ski stories!) abound.
    • 2004: 2004 EFTA Race Schedule – The race schedule’s here! Check efta.com and prepare for an exciting cycling season (fingers crossed for minimal changes!).
    • 2003: TGIF – Celebrating Friday’s arrival with Town Meeting breakfast and camera-day excitement. Cheers to the weekend!
  • Glimmer

    Glimmer

    The evening air bit with that familiar Montana chill, not quite spring despite what the calendar insisted. Missoula’s seasons have always played by their own rules… one day you’re scraping frost off your windshield, the next you’re scrambling for the AC. I pedaled up the Inez trail with stubborn determination, my mountain bike rolling over patches of lingering mud and half-melted snow. Didn’t get far. Tried Miller Creek road next, legs pushing against the resistance. Didn’t get far there either. Little Park Creek called out with promise of better conditions, but the seasonal mess of early spring had other ideas. Three attempts, three dead ends.

    Does this look like fun to you?

    The web feels thickest this time of year. It’s like some cosmic joke that repeats annually. This claustrophobic sensation that wraps around my chest when I stare at the calendar. Summer seems impossibly distant, a mirage of freedom where I can hop on my bike and point it anywhere, trails opening endlessly before me like chapters in a favorite book. But now? Now there’s nowhere to go, nowhere that isn’t soggy or snowy or simply impassable. The sticky strands of this web catch me every year around this time, this haunting realization that maybe I’ve chosen the wrong place to put down roots. The thought loops back on itself… I’m stuck, I’m stuck, I’m stuck, echoing with each spin of my wheels against unsuitable terrain.

    I finally surrendered to reality and rolled back to my truck. Tossed the mud-spattered bike in the back without the usual post-ride satisfaction, just going through the motions. As I drove back toward town, buildings began to materialize and then disappear past my window, concrete markers of civilization blurring together. And that’s when I felt it. Just the faintest spark, a glimmer of something like happiness. Not the full-blown euphoria of a summer descent down a perfect singletrack, but something quieter and no less important. I’d gotten out. Left the four walls of my house behind. Pushed against the boundaries, even if they hadn’t yielded much.

    Sometimes freedom isn’t about conquering mountains or hitting epic trails. Sometimes it’s just about refusing to surrender completely to the web, yanking back just enough slack in the line to remind yourself that you’re still moving. The truck hummed beneath me as I headed home, and I realized that while I might be temporarily trapped by season and circumstance, I wasn’t truly stuck at all. The glimmer wasn’t just happiness… it was a promise from spring that summer’s liberation was already on its way.

  • Montana’s Camping Loophole

    Montana’s Camping Loophole

    Planning a Montana camping adventure? Here’s a little money-saving tip I stumbled across recently (wish I’d known this years ago!)

    Harpers Lake

    If you’re 12 or older, you’ll need a Conservation License to access most state lands in Montana, including their Fishing Access Sites (FAS). But here’s where it gets interesting…

    License Costs:

    • Conservation License: Residents aged 18-61: $8; Seniors (62+): $4; Nonresidents: $10
    • Fishing License: Residents: $21 for a season; Nonresidents: $100
    • Aquatic Invasive Species Prevention Pass (AISPP): Residents: $2; Nonresidents: $7.50
    Lets go camping

    The Money-Saving Part

    At many FAS sites, camping costs $12 per night without a fishing license but drops to just $7 with one. That’s a $5 discount every night you stay!

    When Does It Make Sense?

    For residents, getting a fishing license and AISPP will set you back $23 total ($21 + $2). With that $5 nightly discount, you’d need to camp about 5 nights to break even.

    Harpers Lake

    Bottom Line

    If you’re planning to camp for 5+ nights at Montana’s Fishing Access Sites, grabbing a fishing license could actually save you money. Plus, hey, you might actually use it to catch dinner one night!

    This post was originally drafted using both ChatGPT and Claude for research, organization and editing help. I’ve polished it up for better readability, but any factual errors are totally on me! Always double-check current fees before planning your trip.

  • Hosting Made Simple?

    Hosting Made Simple?

    Every year someone promises web development will finally get simpler… yet here we are, still waiting for the elusive “easy button.” But hold onto your coffee mugs, because AI-powered hosting platforms might just be the heroes we’ve been hoping for. Okay, maybe we’re not sipping margaritas just yet, but things are starting to look pretty promising.

    Today’s Web Struggles

    Building and deploying websites often feels like tackling IKEA furniture without instructions, usually accompanied by a good dose of frustration (and some colorful language). You’ve got domains to buy, DNS to figure out (still a dark art to many), hosting providers to juggle, and deployment processes that practically require an advanced degree. Unless you’ve got an IT guru on speed dial, it’s tough out there.

    Solutions That Actually Help

    Thankfully, a few services are hinting at brighter days ahead:

    • CloudFlare is definitely onto something. They offer domain registration, DNS, CDN, and security in one tidy package. Front-end devs can deploy easily with CloudFlare Pages, while back-end (or front-end devs who suddenly find themselves knee-deep in backend tasks… yep, that’s me) have CloudFlare Workers for serverless magic.
    • PortalBox is another gem. Imagine having Visual Studio Code right in your browser, accessible anywhere. Combine that with something like Tailscale, and you’re securely coding from your favorite café. Ideal, unless you forgot your headphones and someone nearby is loudly pitching their “groundbreaking” NFT project.

    AI’s Sneaky-Good Role

    Turns out AI does more than write essays or produce bizarre digital art. Platforms using AIOps (Artificial Intelligence for IT Operations, for those keeping score at home) optimize server management, predict issues before they tank your site, and genuinely keep the chaos at bay. As AI gets smarter, expect fewer midnight tech meltdowns.

    The Essentials for Simplicity

    Here’s what’s needed to achieve hosting nirvana:

    • Effortless Domain Integration: Auto-handling DNS and SSL certs, saving us from another frantic “what’s a DNS record?” Google search.
    • Browser-based Development: Basically PortalBox, but fully integrated into the hosting service—no downloads, no hassle.
    • AI Code Review: AI should proactively spot improvements, tweak performance, and perhaps even gently roast my questionable coding decisions.
    • Smart Scalability: Automatically handling traffic spikes, letting you sleep peacefully instead of scrambling at midnight.

    Wallet-Friendly Pricing

    For this dream scenario to stick around, costs need to stay reasonable:

    • A free tier perfect for hobbyists, students, or proving a skeptical professor wrong.
    • Scalable paid plans for projects that actually grow (because sometimes dreams stay dreams).
    • Premium options for enterprises who love shiny extras and bragging rights.

    Challenges Ahead

    But let’s be real, making this dream a reality isn’t as easy as reheating leftovers:

    • Security is crucial; no one wants all their digital eggs in one vulnerable basket.
    • Resource balancing is tricky—how to manage performance without blowing budgets?
    • Accommodating varied developer workflows is essential because, frankly, we’re a picky bunch.

    What’s Next?

    No platform has nailed this entirely yet, but we’re definitely inching closer. AI and cloud tech improvements are steadily smoothing out the rough edges between development, deployment, and hosting. Soon, setting up your site might genuinely be as easy as choosing a domain and dropping in some code… while AI quietly handles the tricky bits. Until then, I’ll keep dreaming (and occasionally messing up DNS records).


    This post benefited from the use of Perplexity for research and fact-checking, ChatGPT for proofreading and structural input, and Gemini for fact-checking prompt development. The author remains solely responsible for the final content and its accuracy.

  • Hidden Meadow

    Hidden Meadow

    This scene up at Lolo Pass is one of those jaw-droppers that nature casually tosses out every now and then. Imagine standing in an alpine meadow, sprawling and lush, with that kinda green that makes your eyes happy. Sprinkled everywhere are these tiny bursts of color…wildflowers doing their thing, making the grass look like Mother Nature just spilled her paint set.

    Lolo Pass – https://williammartin.com/2018/12/19/photos/

    Around the edges, there’s this tall lineup of evergreens, mostly pine or spruce (can’t quite tell, but hey, they’re majestic either way), forming a cozy border like they’re guarding a secret hideaway. And let’s be honest, it’s the sort of place you half expect to stumble across some woodland creature having afternoon tea.

    Look up, and the sky is putting on an absolute clinic in cloud artistry. Those fluffy white clouds billowing and shifting, because mountain skies never stay still, do they? Sunlight keeps darting around, spotlighting patches here and there while leaving others shaded, like some giant celestial game of peekaboo.

    Way out there, you can see the mountains rolling away in layers, fading from green to blue. It’s got this cinematic vibe, each layer hinting at adventures just out of reach.

    Honestly, it’s the kind of spot that makes you want to flop down right smack in the middle, whip out a sandwich, maybe a thermos of coffee (or something stronger, no judgment here), and just watch the clouds pass until sunset nudges you back to reality.

    Peaceful? Absolutely. Awe-inspiring? Without a doubt. Just a little slice of wilderness perfection, no big deal.

    Quick disclaimer: This post benefited from the use of Claude for image analysis (my actual photos), ChatGPT for proofreading and structural input. The author remains solely responsible for the final content and its accuracy.

  • AI Assistant Showdown

    AI Assistant Showdown

    Claude vs. ChatGPT

    Trying to decide between Claude AI and ChatGPT for your AI assistant needs? Here’s a straightforward comparison to help you choose the right tool:

    Key Differences

    Data Security & Privacy

    Claude AI provides robust privacy guarantees out of the box, while ChatGPT requires enterprise-level plans to achieve similar security standards.

    Context Window

    Claude offers a significantly larger context window, making it excellent for analyzing lengthy documents or drafting comprehensive content in a single session.

    System Reliability

    ChatGPT has experienced several well-documented outages. Claude’s uptime appears strong, though with less public reporting on its performance metrics.

    Image Generation

    ChatGPT integrates DALL-E 3, offering powerful image creation capabilities directly within the platform. Claude currently lacks built-in image generation.

    Web Search Integration

    ChatGPT features comprehensive web search functionality, providing real-time information access. Claude’s web search capabilities are still in development.

    When to Choose Each Tool

    Choose Claude AI when you need:

    • Enhanced privacy and data security
    • Processing of lengthy documents
    • Long-form content creation and document analysis

    Choose ChatGPT when you need:

    • Image generation capabilities
    • Up-to-date information via web search
    • A tool with more extensive third-party integrations

    Stay tuned for updates as Claude continues to enhance its feature set, particularly with upcoming web search integration!


    Disclaimer: This post benefited from the use of Perplexity for research and fact-checking, Claude for proofreading and structural input, and Gemini for fact-checking prompt development. The author remains solely responsible for the final content and its accuracy.

  • Mud Season Wisdom

    Mud Season Wisdom

    Who decides to mountain bike in Missoula during mud season? (Yep, me.) The trail looked like a chocolate milkshake. Local wisdom? Completely ignored.

    “It’ll be fine,” I muttered, settling onto my flat pedals. Spoiler: not fine.

    Melting snows turned the road into a river. Nothing like those crisp summer days at Pipestone, where the trail was a ribbon of dust and promise. This? Just wet misery. My bike groaned, remembering drier times.

    Pipestone

    Work’s been messy. Good messy, if that’s a thing. Projects piling up, emails multiplying like rabbits. Collapsing into bed with that weird mix of satisfaction and exhaustion.

    Mo’s situation? A different battlefield. She’s a federal worker caught in DOGE’s crosshairs. Mass layoffs, constant uncertainty. Her agency’s been hit hard. Some days she comes home shell-shocked, talking about colleagues getting walked out the door. Over dinner, I listen, trying to keep my own work avalanche from burying us both.

    We do this sometimes, right? Make choices that make zero sense. Ride into the mud when every rational thought says “stay home.” Take on more work when we’re already maxed out. Carry everyone’s burdens. And somehow? We keep pedaling forward.

    The ride devolved into a slush nightmare on the Kim Williams Trail. Snake-like skids, total loss of control. One moment moving, the next sliding sideways, fighting just to stay upright.

    Bike-washing became an epic event. Water running brown, then clear. Something clicked.

    I need one of these rides annually. The completely unreasonable choice you somehow survive. The kind that leaves you filthy, laughing, and weirdly? Makes every other challenge seem manageable.

    Meanwhile, Mo had stayed in Pattee Canyon, skate skiing through the slush. I left her to her own adventure and rode back home. She was waiting when I arrived, both of us with our own messy stories from the day.

    Life’s messiest moments have this weird magic. They wash you clean, but only if you’re willing to get thoroughly, gloriously dirty first.

    This post benefited from the use of Claude for research and story development. The author remains solely responsible for the final content and its accuracy.

  • A Flicker in the Fog

    A Flicker in the Fog

    The room was dim, the weight of everything pressing in through the windows… the news, the noise, the relentless hum of a world that never seems to slow down. It had been like this for months. Since last summer. Since the upheaval. Since the job changed and the foundation of what I thought was solid cracked under something unpredictable.

    In an attempt to quiet my mind, I reached for something simple: old photos. They’d been sitting there, untouched, unprocessed… frozen moments from before everything shifted. Among them were pictures of my daughter in Bozeman, tearing through the wilderness, pushing herself in a way that made me both proud and wistful.

    Melinda with super powers

    I wanted to sink into the warmth of those memories, but my mind wouldn’t cooperate. Instead of feeling anchored in that happiness, I felt distant, untethered. Like the past and present were speaking different languages, refusing to connect.

    Something good

    So I did what I could. I saved a few. Just a handful of images… small, tangible proof of something good. Maybe that was enough.

    Now, I sit in my living room, watching the artificial glow of a fireplace crackle on the TV. I let myself imagine I’m somewhere else… a cabin deep in the woods, where the air smells like pine and silence feels like a comfort rather than an emptiness. But reality is a small apartment in Missoula, a break from work rather than true rest. The illusion helps, even if it doesn’t erase the to-do list waiting for me on the other side of this moment.

    And yet… there’s something here. A brief stillness. A chance to breathe. A pause before stepping back into the chaos. Maybe that’s the lesson.

    Looking at the pictures, choosing a few, feeling… however fleetingly… grateful for the fact that those moments happened at all. That’s the thing, right? That’s what they tell us to do. Find something, even just one thing, to appreciate each day. To hold onto. Maybe it worked. Maybe it didn’t. But the act of trying… of pausing long enough to recognize the good… that’s its own kind of victory.

    And for today, that’s enough.

    *This post benefited from the use of ChatGPT for proofreading and structural input, and Gemini for fact-checking prompt development. The author remains solely responsible for the final content and its accuracy.

  • ChatGPT’s Data Storage and Access Policies

    ChatGPT’s Data Storage and Access Policies

    My Deep Dive

    After going down a serious rabbit hole of search results (and way too much coffee), here’s what I’ve pieced together about ChatGPT’s data handling:


    Data Deletion Process

    1. User-Initiated Deletion:
    • Those convos you delete? Still hanging around for 30 days before they’re actually gone[2][7]
    • Files you upload get nuked within 30 days of chat deletion[7]
    1. Special Cases:
    • That new Operator agent is a bit of a packrat – keeps your deleted stuff for 90 days (yikes, that’s 3x longer!)[1][4]
    • Legal/compliance holds can basically keep your data forever… not exactly comforting[7]

    Data Access Controls

    Internal Access

    • AI Trainers are probably reading your chats by default (feels a bit like someone reading my diary)[2][3]
    • “Authorized Personnel” (whoever that means) can peek at your data for:
    • Investigating “abuse” (define abuse, please?)
    • Legal stuff
    • Tech support issues[4][5]

    Third-Party Sharing

    • Your data gets passed around to Microsoft and API partners like a hot potato[3]
    • Service providers supposedly maintain “equivalent protections”… I’ll believe it when I see it[5]

    Enterprise vs. Consumer Differences

    FeatureFree/Plus TierTeams/Enterprise Tier
    Training Opt-OutGotta manually change settings on EACH device (learned this the hard way)[9]Auto-excluded, thank goodness[9]
    Data Retention30-90+ daysCustom contracts for the fancy folks
    ComplianceBasic GDPRSOC 2, HIPAA if you’re paying the big bucks

    Training Data Usage

    • Default Practice: Everything you say is training fodder unless:
    1. You dig through settings to disable “Chat History & Training”[5][9]
    2. You use Temporary Chat mode (my personal savior)[7]
    • Critical Note: Those archived chats? Still fair game for training. Found that out the hard way![7]

    Key Verification Sources

    1. OpenAI Help Documentation:
    • Confirms the 30-day deletion timeline for standard chats[7]
    • Quietly mentions Operator’s extended 90-day retention in the fine print[4]
    1. Legal Disclosures:
    • GDPR removal requests require sworn statements (bit extreme, no?)[8]
    • California Consumer Privacy Act exceptions noted in legalese that made my eyes glaze over[3]
    1. Security Reports:
    • Military-grade encryption for in-transit data (at least something’s secure!)[3]
    • No public SOC 2 reports for us regular folks[9]

    Head-to-Head Comparison: Claude vs. ChatGPT

    CriteriaClaude AIChatGPT
    Default Retention30 days30 days (90 for that nosy Operator)
    Personnel AccessVetted staff onlyApparently every AI trainer gets a peek
    Third-Party SharingLaw enforcement onlyMicrosoft + whoever has API access
    Enterprise OptionsZero-retention APITeams plan exclusion
    Training Opt-OutDefault off (bless them)Buried in settings you have to hunt for
    Encryption StandardsSOC 2 Type 2 (Enterprise)Depends on how much you’re paying
    GDPR ComplianceFull deletion workflowNeed to practically swear on a Bible[8]
    Screen Data HandlingNo captureOperator screenshots stored for months[1][4]

    Critical Insights

    1. Retention Loopholes:
    • ChatGPT’s Operator is like that friend who screenshots everything – data lingers 3x longer[1]
    • Claude purges backups faster (30 vs. 90 days), which I appreciate as someone paranoid about my data[1][4]
    1. Enterprise Advantage:
    • Both offer zero-retention options IF you’re willing to pay enterprise prices
    • Claude’s SOC 2 documentation is clearer if you’re in a regulated industry (saved me a headache last month)
    1. Training Defaults:
    • Claude: Actually asks before using your data (novel concept!)
    • ChatGPT: Assumes you’re cool with it unless you find that hidden setting[9]
    1. Mobile Risks:
    • ChatGPT’s privacy settings don’t sync across devices (learned this the embarrassing way)[9]
    • Claude keeps things consistent no matter where you use it

    After spending way too many hours comparing these two, I’ve found Claude generally has better privacy by default, while ChatGPT offers more customization if you’re willing to pay up. But that new Operator feature from ChatGPT feels a bit like inviting a surveillance camera into my conversations – something to watch out for!


    This post benefited from the use of Perplexity for research and fact-checking, Claude for proofreading and structural input, and Gemini for fact-checking prompt development. The author remains solely responsible for the final content and its accuracy.

    Citations:
    [1] https://mashable.com/article/openai-operator-save-user-data-months-longer-than-chatgpt
    [2] https://www.businessinsider.com/can-you-delete-chatgpt-conversation-history-openai-privacy-policy-2023-4
    [3] http://fastbots.ai/blog/does-chatgpt-save-data-understanding-privacy-and-data-management
    [4] https://techcrunch.com/2025/01/23/openai-says-it-may-store-deleted-operator-data-for-up-to-90-days/
    [5] https://onlinesafety.substack.com/p/chatgpt-critical-privacy-settings
    [6] https://community.openai.com/t/privacy-concerns-in-chatgpts-memory-system/982636
    [7] https://help.openai.com/en/articles/8983778-how-are-files-vs-chats-retained
    [8] https://word-spinner.com/blog/how-to-permanently-delete-chatgpt-data/
    [9] https://alexei.me/blog/ensure-chatgpt-privacy/
    [10] https://www.threatdown.com/blog/how-to-keep-your-chatgpt-conversations-out-of-its-training-data/
    [11] https://www.reddit.com/r/ChatGPTPro/comments/193vfj5/chatgpt_how_to_disable_training_on_your_data_and/
    [12] https://help.openai.com/en/articles/8809935-how-chat-retention-works-in-chatgpt
    [13] https://openai.com/enterprise-privacy/
    [14] https://help.openai.com/en/articles/6378407-how-to-delete-your-account
    [15] https://www.forcepoint.com/blog/insights/does-chatgpt-save-data
    [16] https://www.reddit.com/r/privacy/comments/1i6n2h4/how_do_i_delete_all_retained_data_from_openai_and/
    [17] https://www.reddit.com/r/privacy/comments/1husk28/openai_and_chatgpt_are_the_enemies_of_privacy_i/
    [18] https://www.reddit.com/r/ChatGPT/comments/1hj616j/chatgpt_memory_limits_for_plus_users_are/
    [19] https://community.openai.com/t/data-retention-for-batches/770572
    [20] https://openai.com/policies/row-privacy-policy/
    [21] https://www.guildhawk.com/blog/can-you-trust-chatgpt-to-keep-your-data-secure/
    [22] https://www.reddit.com/r/cybersecurity/comments/1fyuf7u/does_chatgpt_ever_truly_delete_your_info/
    [23] https://privacy.openai.com/policies?modal=take-control
    [24] https://community.openai.com/t/understanding-data-storage-and-retrieval-in-openais-chatgpt-api/811367
    [25] https://help.openai.com/en/articles/7730893-data-controls-faq
    [26] https://community.openai.com/t/bulk-deletion-and-improved-conversation-management-in-chatgpt/949729
    [27] https://community.openai.com/t/openai-data-retention-policy/391946
    [28] https://community.openai.com/t/does-the-openai-api-get-access-to-the-data-i-send-it-or-store-the-data/599538
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    [31] https://openai.com/policies/usage-policies/
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  • Detour Therapy

    Detour Therapy

    The weekend started with that familiar feeling… we just had to get the hell out of town. Work had piled up, and we were desperate for escape. We’d planned on Lincoln, Montana, this little town we’d passed a dozen times but never explored. The park there allows camping in town… or so we thought. Winter had other plans. Closed for the season.

    So there we were, our campervan River ready to roll, with nowhere specific to go. But hey, sometimes the best trips happen when Plan A falls apart. “Let’s just drive that way anyway,” I suggested. “Remember those spots we’ve always meant to check out?” (I keep mental notes of these places, which drives my partner nuts because I never write anything down.)

    We landed at Russell Gates Memorial Campground, basically just a glorified fishing access site. Nothing special at first glance. Just a place to park River and settle in.

    While exploring, we spotted some confusing sign about Conservation License requirements. My stomach dropped. Wait… had I been breaking the law at places I’ve visited for decades? For someone like me (autism means I need clear systems), this realization wasn’t just annoying… it was genuinely upsetting.

    Interesting … wondering how much?

    Born in Montana and now 58 years old, you’d think I’d know the rules by heart. It’s my home! I’ve been recreating on these public lands for most of my life. But lately? Someone’s rewritten the rulebook without telling anyone. No clear communication, no consideration for folks who’ve been here their entire lives. Just new signs popping up like unwanted mushrooms.

    But as the weekend wrapped up, watching sunrise with my coffee, I realized this place that “had nothing to offer” gave us exactly what we needed. Walking along the icy riverbank became its own adventure (only slipped twice… success!). The winter sun felt surprisingly warm while grilling and cracking beers. River’s heater kept us toasty, making winter camping feel almost luxurious.

    Ice Hiking

    Our cell booster worked perfectly, which meant napping to F1 racing (don’t judge, it’s weirdly soothing). We explored whatever caught our eye and breathed in that pine-scented air no candle ever gets right.

    Most importantly, we escaped. No emails, no responsibilities, no broken drawer I keep promising to fix.

    Looking back, I see how our diverted plans and my frustration with Montana’s regulations are similar. Life rarely follows our maps. Sometimes campgrounds close, sometimes rules change without warning. But maybe that’s where the best stories come from… in finding your way through unexpected detours that somehow lead you exactly where you needed to be all along.

    *Behind the scenes: Got some help putting this together – used Perplexity to double-check my facts, Claude helped me clean up my grammar and structure (though I kept some of my natural quirks!), and Gemini helped me figure out how to ask the right questions. Any mistakes left are totally on me.

  • Getting an Autistic Diagnosis in Montana

    Getting an Autistic Diagnosis in Montana

    Evaluator Criteria

    Recommended evaluators must:

    1. Be licensed to provide court-admissible autism evaluations in Montana (in-state or via PsyPact telehealth).
    2. Publicly self-identify as autistic in professional settings.
    3. Use neurodiversity-affirming practices, rejecting ABA and deficit-based language.
    4. Have forensic experience (e.g., court testimony, ADA evaluations).

    Key Findings

    No single provider meets all criteria. The best partial matches are:

    1. Dr. Megan Anna Neff (PsyD)

    • Remote via PsyPact (licensed in 39 states, including Montana)
    • Credentials: Licensed psychologist, ASAN member, publicly self-identifies as autistic.
    • Neurodiversity Alignment: Co-authored guidelines on affirming assessments, rejects deficit-based models.
    • Forensic Experience: No courtroom testimony.
    • Summary: Meets criteria 1–3; lacks forensic credentials.

    2. A Spectrum United (Telehealth Collective)

    • Remote via PsyPact; Montana-supervised psychologist
    • Services: Autism evaluations with forensic addendums.
    • Neurodiversity Alignment: Requires specialized training in affirming practices.
    • Forensic Experience: Limited to workplace accommodations.
    • Summary: Meets criteria 1, 2, and mostly 3; forensic experience is partial.

    3. Dr. Devon Price (PhD)

    • Role: Social psychologist, legal consultant for ADA cases.
    • Credentials: Publicly identifies as autistic.
    • Neurodiversity Alignment: Strong advocate against ABA and traditional diagnostic models.
    • Forensic Experience: Legal consultant but lacks licensure for full diagnostic evaluations.
    • Summary: Meets criteria 2 and 3 but is not a licensed evaluator.

    Montana-Based Options (Partial Matches)

    • Big River Psychology (Missoula): Offers PsyPact-compliant evaluations but lacks neurodiversity critique or self-identification.
    • Dr. Armer (Blueprint Psychology): Provides court-admissible reports but does not align with neurodiversity-affirming practices.

    Legal Strategy for Court Recognition

    1. Hybrid Model: Obtain a DSM-5 evaluation from a Montana provider and supplement it with expert testimony from a neurodiversity advocate.
    2. Supporting Documentation: Include ASAN’s 2024 Position Statement on Autism Assessment to validate neurodiversity-affirming approaches.

    Advocacy & Next Steps

    • Legislation: Push for policies protecting clinicians who disclose neurodivergence (e.g., Oregon’s HB 4078).
    • Insurance Reform: Advocate for Medicaid/Medicare coverage for neurodiversity-affirming evaluations.
    • Resource Development: Expand ASAN Montana’s directory of autistic clinicians.

    Limitations

    • Self-Identification: Many providers do not disclose autism due to stigma.
    • Forensic Gaps: No provider has extensive courtroom experience for legal cases.
    • Telehealth Uncertainty: Standardized guidelines for remote autism evaluations are still developing.

    Key Citations

    This post benefited from Perplexity for research, ChatGPT for proofreading, and Gemini for fact-checking. The author is responsible for the final content.

    1. Montana Code Annotated § 33-22-515 – Legal standards for autism evaluations.
    2. PsyPact – Interstate telehealth authorization.
    3. NeuroClastic (2023) – Dr. Megan Anna Neff’s public disclosure.
    4. ASAN’s 2024 Position Statement on Autism Assessment – Guidelines for affirming practices.
  • Choosing the Right Publishing Platform

    Choosing the Right Publishing Platform

    Substack, WordPress, or Confluence?

    Selecting a publishing platform depends on your goals. This post compares Substack, WordPress, and Confluence based on features, customization, and content distribution.

    Substack: Newsletter-Focused

    Substack is for writers distributing email newsletters and web-based posts. It offers built-in subscriptions and a simple interface but has limited customization.

    WordPress: Versatile CMS

    Powering over 40% of websites, WordPress allows extensive customization with themes and plugins. SEO tools enhance visibility, though setup complexity varies.

    Confluence: Team Collaboration

    Designed for internal documentation, Confluence supports structured content with spaces and pages. Public blogging requires extra setup and lacks SEO features.

    Key Comparison

    AspectSubstackWordPressConfluence
    FocusNewsletters & blogsCMS & bloggingTeam documentation
    Ease of UseSimple, minimal setupModerate complexityRequires configuration
    CustomizationLimited design optionsHighly customizableStructured content
    DistributionEmail-firstSEO-friendlyPublic requires setup
    MonetizationBuilt-in subscriptionsAds, membershipsNot designed for this

    Conclusion

    Substack is ideal for writers prioritizing email reach. WordPress offers flexibility for blogs and businesses. Confluence is best for internal collaboration, though it can be adapted for public use with effort. Choose based on content needs and technical expertise.

    Further Reading:


    This post benefited from the use of Perplexity for research and fact-checking, ChatGPT for proofreading and structural input, and Gemini for fact-checking prompt development. The author remains solely responsible for the final content and its accuracy.

  • Shoulder Season

    Shoulder Season

    Last night was meant to be routine, just another winter ride with Hendrix, my trusty mountain bike. I’d outfitted him with studded tires, those sharp little metal teeth designed to bite into ice and packed snow. Yesterday’s attempt at a “spring” adventure had left me soaked, so I figured winter biking was still the way to go. Simple math, right?

    Wrong. So wrong.

    What awaited me wasn’t the familiar crunch of packed snow but something far more treacherous, deep slush. That in-between state where nothing works right. Not winter, not spring, just… shoulder season limbo. Turns out even the most aggressive studs are useless when you’re essentially pedaling through a 7-Eleven Slurpee. With each rotation, my tires spun and slid, finding no purchase in the soft, wet mess. My usual trail had transformed into a battleground where momentum died and balance went to die.

    I stopped about a mile in, sweat already soaking through my base layer despite the chill. Leaning against a pine tree, I pulled out my phone, the screen illuminating with a notification, another automated memory from last summer. Perfect timing, universe. Just perfect.

    These days, I can’t escape the memories of sun-drenched skin and dusty trails. Every time I feel even a hint of sunlight breaking through the clouds, something inside me aches. That deep, visceral yearning for summer hits like a physical pain.

    What makes it worse is this photo project I’ve foolishly committed to, “getting caught up” on organizing last year’s images. Talk about self-inflicted torture. I’m sitting here in my cold house, surrounded by gray skies, scrolling through hundreds of photos from when I worked remotely from Homestake Pass. Those glorious days when I’d shut my laptop at 4:30 and be on the trail by 4:45, riding every single day like it was my job.

    The images from my first e-mtb ride to Delmo Lake are especially brutal to look at now. The sunlight filtering through pine branches. That perfect berm on the downhill section. The way the lake reflected the sky. God, I can almost feel the warmth, the smell of pine and dust, the sensation of earned sweat rather than this damp, chilled discomfort that clings to me now.

    Those were the days my friend.

    Those were the days. NOT NOW, as my caps-locked inner voice keeps reminding me.

    After my slush-fest disaster, I trudged back home, bike propped awkwardly in the back of the van for the return journey. My partner looked up from her book as I stumbled through the door, dripping melted slush all over our entryway.

    “How’d your ride go?” she asked, that hint of knowing amusement in her voice.

    I considered lying. Considered some elaborate story about how I’d conquered the elements. Instead, I just sighed and said, “Well, I got out into the woods.”

    She waited for more, eyebrows raised.

    “I guess some of my own words of wisdom might work here…” I mused, peeling off my soggy gloves. “This too will pass.” I couldn’t help the smirk that formed. “Haha, get it? Pass? Homestake Pass?”

    The joke landed with all the grace of my bike in today’s slush. She stared blankly, then returned to her book with a slight head shake.

    This too will pass

    “Nevermind,” I muttered, but found myself chuckling anyway.

    Later that night, as I hung my still-dripping gear in the shed, I realized something. This frustrating in-between season, it’s just a passage, not a destination. Just like that muddy, slushy trail, life has its transition periods where nothing seems to work quite right. But the beauty of a passage is that it leads somewhere. In this case, toward those sun-soaked days I’m so desperately scrolling through in my photos.

    We can’t always be in the perfect season, with ideal conditions and epic rides to Delmo Lake. Sometimes we’re just slogging through slush, making terrible puns, and waiting for better days. And you know what? There’s a strange comfort in that shared human experience, the waiting, the yearning, the laughably bad attempts to make the best of things. This too shall pass, just like S L U S H.


    This post benefited from the use of Claude for proofreading and structural input. The author remains solely responsible for the final content and its accuracy.

  • A Ride Through the Storm

    A Ride Through the Storm

    The tires of my Toyota droned against the frozen pavement, a steady hum beneath the weight of a questionable decision. My bike swayed in the back, lashed down but not exactly secure… much like my reasoning for heading toward Blue Mountain in the dead of winter. Mountain biking in February wasn’t smart. The trails were either buried under a foot of snow or slicked over with ice, the kind that turns every ride into an unsolicited lesson in humility. And yet, there I was, chasing something I couldn’t quite name. Maybe it was defiance. Maybe it was desperation. Maybe I just needed to remind myself that winter hadn’t stolen everything.

    Blue Mountain

    The drive stretched long and gray, the world outside my windshield muted and brittle. It wasn’t just the weather. Lately, everything felt like it was breaking apart… jobs disappearing… friends’ lives in turmoil… people convincing themselves that all this unraveling was some kind of necessary sacrifice. It weighed on me, an unshakable heaviness, like stepping onto a frozen lake with no clue where the weak spots were. One wrong step, and everything might give way.

    And then, the ride…

    Somehow, against all odds, the trail was perfect. The snow had settled in just the right way… packed firm enough for traction, soft enough to carve. Every turn felt effortless, every descent a quiet rebellion against the doubt that had followed me there. The cold bit at my skin, but I wasn’t freezing. I was moving. I was breathing. I was here.

    By the time I hoisted my bike back into the truck, something had shifted. The world hadn’t magically fixed itself. The problems were still there… looming and unresolved. But for a little while, I had stepped outside of all that. I had stolen a moment back from the chaos. And in that moment, I realized… no matter how dark the season, no matter how uncertain the road ahead, there will always be trails worth chasing.

    Even in winter, joy is out there… You just have to be stubborn enough to find it.

    Disclaimer

    The author acknowledges the use of Perplexity for research and fact-checking, ChatGPT for proofreading and structural suggestions, and Gemini for the development of fact-checking prompts. These tools were used to enhance the accuracy and clarity of the manuscript. The author is solely responsible for the final content and its accuracy.

  • Beyond the Last Bridge

    Beyond the Last Bridge

    The evening air is dense with moisture as I propel my gravel bike toward the Blue Mountain Recreation Area, eager to assess the extent of winter’s retreat. Snowmelt courses across the trails, each turn drenching me in cold, murky water. My mind churns with analytical questions: Do the conditions still necessitate studded tires, or can the fat bike navigate these thawing paths with ease? Each pedal stroke fuels a sense of exploration, an empirical inquiry into the evolving terrain.

    Last summer in the Rattlesnake

    Now, as I meticulously examine last summer’s photographic records, I grapple with an intellectual inertia… an obligation to finalize this project before transitioning fully into new pursuits. I recall the Rattlesnake Wilderness Corridor ride, where I systematically documented every phase, from the initial trail inundation to the precarious final bridge crossing. The sheer volume of visual data requiring verification imposes a cognitive burden, as though my progress is contingent upon honoring these captured moments with due diligence. This confluence of nostalgia, self-imposed rigor, and the uncertainty of shifting landscapes heightens my internal tension.

    Rattlesnake Wilderness

    Revisiting my most recent excursion, I recognize how it concluded with a pragmatic errand, a grocery stop, despite the residual fatigue from prolonged exertion. The realization emerges that each ride, each captured memory, and each inquiry into environmental shifts contributes incrementally to forward motion. By reframing my focus on tangible accomplishments rather than lingering over unfinished narratives, I reclaim momentum. These seemingly minor victories… completing a ride, resolving logistical tasks, serve as incremental propulsion in the continuum of personal and intellectual development.

    Life’s Flow

    There is an understated tranquility in embracing the notion that every phase of my journey, even those yet to be fully resolved, is an integral component of my ongoing evolution.

    Disclaimer

    This post benefited from the use of Perplexity for research and fact-checking, ChatGPT for proofreading and structural input, and Gemini for fact-checking prompt development. The author remains solely responsible for the final content and its accuracy.