Hello, another morning getting up late because I could not sleep. I was online with my mom all night, bitching about not having a job. Then just before I got to bed I noticed I had mail but it got deleted automatically. I checked the trash bin and there were tow job offers and email form contacts in Missoula. Every one must think I am stuck up or not interested.

Upset and relieved. I am relieved because I thought no one wanted to talk to me. Upset because of the possible losses. How do I grieve this one! I certainly have the luck. Well I am already to the acceptance part so I guess I pick up the pieces and go on some interviews … if they are still interested.