Author: Bill

  • Quiet Embrace of Sorrow

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    Today’s vibe? It’s a tough one, folks. Life’s been throwing curveballs like it’s the major leagues, and here I am, trying to swing with a heart that’s feeling a tad too heavy. Sometimes, words just don’t wanna come out to play. They’re like, “Nope, not today.” And you’re left standing in the storm, wondering when the sun decided to take a little vacay.

    It’s funny, isn’t it? How the world keeps on spinning, oblivious to our little heartaches and the moments we just need to hit the pause button. But hey, feeling down or lost in a sea of “What the heck?” moments – it’s part of the gig of being human. It’s these times, when the blues hit you hard, that you gotta sit down, take a deep breath, and just let it all soak in.

    Alone with my thoughts, I’ve kinda found this odd sense of peace. It’s like, even in the dumps, there’s a piece of the puzzle that fits just right. Sadness isn’t the enemy; it’s just another shade in the big ol’ painting of life. Today, let’s take it easy. It’s okay to not be a bundle of joy 24/7. Sometimes, you just gotta pick up the pieces, one by one, getting ready for the comeback that’s definitely on the horizon.

    And if you’re out there, feeling like you’re in a solo boat on Gloom Lake, remember – you’ve got company. The world’s holding its breath, waiting for you to light it up when you’re good and ready. For now, just be. Feel what you gotta feel. Breathe. The stories of tomorrow are still waiting to be told, with a little glimmer of hope tucked between the lines.

  • Homework Hustle & Inner Voices

    Homework Hustle & Inner Voices

    Caught in the whirlwind of homework, but now’s not the time to hit the brakes – it’s full steam ahead. Keyhoe’s calling my name, a beacon I can’t ignore. It’s hanging over me, the big “will I graduate?” question. Looks like my workout routine is taking another hit today. But hey, I’m tuning in to that inner voice, the one that’s whispering, “Prioritize.”

    So, what’s the game plan? First, laser-focus on what’s urgent. Keyhoe can’t wait – it’s not just a checkbox; it’s the key to unlocking my next steps. Whether it’s paperwork, a final project, or a crucial meeting, that’s my battlefield today. By tackling this head-on, I’m not just crossing off a task; I’m clearing mental space. The cloud of uncertainty? Consider it dispersed.

    But here’s the twist – skipping another workout day? That’s me listening to my body and mind. It’s not neglect; it’s strategic. Every muscle, every neuron is gearing up for this academic sprint. However, it’s crucial to remember balance. While today, exercise takes a backseat, it’s not benched forever. It’s about listening to what you need in the moment. Today, it’s focus and determination. Tomorrow? Maybe that’s where the physical rejuvenation comes in.

    In the midst of this, it’s vital to stay grounded. A quick mental check-in, a few deep breaths, or even a brief walk can be incredibly rejuvenating. It’s about finding those small moments of calm in the storm. They’re not just breaks; they’re lifelines, keeping you connected to your inner voice, that guiding force.

    So, as I forge ahead, it’s with a clear goal and a listening ear. Keyhoe, I’m coming for you. And to my inner self? I’m all ears.

  • New Energy

    Man, that weekend almost did me in. Between work, school, and the usual life stuff, I was definitely feeling the burnout vibes. But hey, guess what? I actually managed to chip away at some homework! Maybe there’s hope for me yet.

    I gotta admit, staring at those assignments felt like staring into the abyss at first. But once I got started, this weird wave of productivity washed over me. Now, I’m not saying I’m suddenly some homework-loving machine, but hey, progress is progress, right?

    So here’s to new beginnings, fresh starts, and hopefully avoiding future burnout meltdowns (fingers crossed!). Now, how about I reward myself with a well-deserved coffee and maybe even tackle a bit more of that homework dragon? Wish me luck, fellow warriors of procrastination!

  • Training Sucks!

    Training Intervals

    Hitting a wall here, folks! Today, I’ve got zero zilch nada interest in sticking to the training grind. Thinking it’s high time to press pause on the whole regimen and maybe kick off next season a tad later than planned. No need to get all dictator-like on ourselves or others to make life tick along. Those hiccups? Those missteps we’re quick to label as errors? They’ve got this weird way of morphing into something beautifully in sync. I’m rolling with my gut on this one, betting that there’s some big, fat truth waiting to be discovered. Here’s to hoping “the plan” unfolds just right, more because of the universe’s whims than my own muscle.

  • Homework and Chores

    Ugh, today’s menu? School, training, AND work. Talk about a triple threat! First things first, gotta squeeze in some bill paying before heading off to work. Then, the real fun begins: tackling that Senior Seminar homework before the teacher decides to chew me out again. Some professors just don’t see the effort we put in, right? Their lack of understanding turns them into frustration machines, making us feel like the bad apples. Well, screw that! Not letting them get me down.

    Moving on to brighter thoughts… I’m thinking of using frames to revamp these pages, make them more user-friendly. Just a thought brewing in my head! Gotta keep things interesting, right?

    Overall, it’s gonna be a hustle, but I’m up for the challenge. Here’s to juggling deadlines, pushing through frustration, and maybe even making these pages a little easier to navigate. Wish me luck!

    P.S. Any good tunes to fuel this productivity sprint? Hit me with your recommendations!

  • Went Skate Skiing Anyway

    Went Skate Skiing Anyway

    Today it is raining but I went skate skiing anyway. I have homework up to my neck so I’m booked up today with that and as always updating my school pages.

  • Headache

    Headache

    Today I woke up without a head ache for the first time in over 2 months. Today is Networking day as I up date my notes with the homework questions.

  • Adding Pages For School

    Adding Pages For School

    Today I am adding some pages for the classes that I am currently taking. This helps me in school as well. The pages are mainly accessible from this page as well as my main page. The networking page is almost complete. I wonder what Paul is doing right now?

  • No Training For You!

    No Training For You!

    Well today was a bad day. I went to breakfast with Paul but when I came back I scrutinized over training to long and by the time I trained It was time for supper, a long delayed movie, and finally this web update. I watched The Hollow Man and give it two thumbs down. Bad movie.

  • Last Semester

    Last Semester

    Today I head to school for my last semester. I still have no job offers and that troubles me. Today should bring forth a new experience and I am ready. “Is our past a mistake? …. No. The only mistake we can make is mistaking that for truth.” (M. Beattie)

  • Back From Mount Marcy

    Back From Mount Marcy

    Little sore today from my adventures up Mount Marcy (5 hours 45 minutes), but overall every thing is up and running smooth. I work today at the Field House and it is supposed to snow.

  • To Mount Marcy Today

    To Mount Marcy Today

    The trail

    Wow, the site is finally done. Today I go up Mount Marcy. Should be challenging because we must do it in one day.

  • Mount Marcy Tomorrow

    Mount Marcy Tomorrow

    Me, with cross country skis and red klister (for skins)Well the web page is coming along and I just want to get it done as well as my resume’s done on the job search sites before the semester begins. Tomorrow I hope to go ski and climb Mount Marcy. It should look a lot like the picture on the front page of this site. I can not wait to begin my new life, pay off my debts, and hopefully meet my daughter Melinda some day. Isnt that exciting? Well, it all begins here, and I hope to blog my way into the future.

  • That 90’s Show

    That 90’s Show

    I was a racer in the 90’s. Living the dream … right?

  • The 80’s Show

    The 80’s Show

    Once I graduated from high school a couple things happened. I tried to keep up trying to get people to like me by pretending to be a running star. Actually a lot of things happened. Let me see. There was moving to Casper WY, Boise ID, Spokane WA, and then finally Seattle WA. Then a ‘Try’ at college, getting married, then divorced. Then another relationship that simulated marriage complete with small family living in a ‘trailer’. All ending of course with me leaving Montana.

  • Ice Dreams and Rink Battles

    – A Night with the Billings Black Hawks

    Last night’s game was something straight out of a movie script. There I was, lacing up for the Billings Black Hawks, the chill of the rink biting at my cheeks. You could say the ice is where I feel most alive, where the dance of blades and sticks writes stories in the frosty air.

    The crowd was a tapestry of cheers and anticipation, and I could hear the muffled roars through the locker room walls. My teammates and I exchanged nods, a silent pact to leave everything on the ice.

    As the game started, the puck dropped, and time seemed to slow down. I was in my element, chasing the vulcanized rubber like it was the last bus of the night. The game was a back-and-forth battle, a true testament to the spirit of high school sports where every player dreams of glory.

    There’s this electrifying moment – you know it – when you see an opportunity. And there it was. The defenseman had the puck, and I could tell he was about to clear it. But not on my watch. I shifted left, my skates carving a determined path on the ice, and I readied myself to intercept. It was a dance, a duel, and I was not about to step down.

    I won’t spoil the outcome, but let’s just say it was a night that would stick with us long after the final buzzer. We played hard, we played together, and we left the ice with our heads held high, the echoes of the game ringing in our ears.

    In ’84, it’s all about the moments we seize and the memories we create. This was one for the books, a slice of high school life where dreams are as crisp as the ice beneath our feet. Until the next game, keep your sticks on the ice and your hearts full of fire.


    And there you have it, a blog post that could’ve been written on a Commodore 64, capturing the raw, unfiltered essence of a high school hockey game in 1984. Keep chasing those pucks!

  • Born into an Odyssey: Layers of April 3rd, 1966

    Born into an Odyssey: Layers of April 3rd, 1966

    Ah, the woven tales of our kiddie years, they really reveal a lot about us, don’t they? Here I am, gazing at this old blanket dotted with circus critters, peering into my childhood’s very own magic carpet. You know, the sort that you swear could have captured the innocent chuckles and starry-eyed amazement of a young one soaking in their first taste of the universe.

    But let’s face it—not every yarn begins (or for that matter, unravels) with a sprinkle of fairy dust, huh? My grand entrance wasn’t exactly the picture-perfect moment you’d slap on a Hallmark card. Popping into existence via the stark, clinical doorway of a cesarean section, my debut was less “welcome hug in a snuggly blanket” and more “surprise! Welcome to the dazzling glare of an OR.”

    My first blanket

    And this blanket? It wasn’t just a cozy hug; it was a clue in the grand mystery of genes and upbringing. Those intertwined fibers could’ve been the setting for a little brain already marching to the beat of its own drum, crafting a viewpoint that didn’t quite line up with the usual suspects.

    Whether it was the circuitry in my mom’s noggin that tinkered with mine, or perhaps the other way ’round, this wasn’t your garden-variety tale of hitting developmental markers. It was a saga of slowly uncovering that my psyche’s hues and patterns weren’t poured from the common cookie cutter.

    It’s a hoot, isn’t it, how our starts can diverge so wildly below the surface, even though we all kick off cocooned in a blankie? My stint in that soft, kaleidoscopic baby wrap was just the opening act to a life destined to zigzag its own quirky trail, a nudge reminding me that our life’s fabric is never a simple pattern or texture, but a rich, shifting mosaic.