I awoke this morning and was almost late for an interview. It’s almost like I’m giving up. Don’t I care anymore? Well, I made it to LC Staffing on time, and I like them out of all the other staffing places so far. The person told me that they had contacts and to call her tomorrow. I hope they find something.
After that, I came home and went to bed for the rest of the day. I didn’t want to do anything. I’m feeling sad about not getting that job last week. I really wanted it.
I came to my senses around 5 P.M. and took Marcy for a hike up Mount Jumbo. I came home and ate three packages of ramen noodles. I’ve decided now to get online and check my emails.
My next project is the worst. I don’t have any money, and I have to call these companies and tell them I can’t pay. What the heck do I do? Best Buy charges $30 for missing a payment per month. How much do they add on until they realize that I can’t ever catch up? And Sallie Mae for my student loan. I have a feeling that they won’t let $35,000 worth of debt just slide. I wonder what they will do. I wonder if I will end up in jail. That would be better than freezing outside. I don’t know. Better just turn in.
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