This morning something is burning as I cant even see down the street. I took the car to Liquid Planet for the start of today’s job search. I did not want to breath all the smoke. Its choking! I am constantly reminding myself that I am not doing enough. I am losing my car, but it is my fault for not looking harder for a job sooner. I am losing fitness because I drove today instead of biking. I don’t have a job because I am not being aggressive enough. All these thoughts must be beaten down.
My higher power knows the plan for today. I know not to let others impose their plan for me today although in a subconscious level I do listen. I should just relax though because I believe (at least by writing this, I may believe more than before), that my higher power would not plan anything that I cant do. At least not anything I am not ready to do. If I want to worry and fuss, that is my prerogative. That is my choice.
So then … I may lose my car, but then again, I may not. I am not out of shape. I may get a job today, lets wait and see.
Boneshakerbike 
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