Day: March 11, 2025

  • Glimmer

    Glimmer

    The evening air bit with that familiar Montana chill, not quite spring despite what the calendar insisted. Missoula’s seasons have always played by their own rules… one day you’re scraping frost off your windshield, the next you’re scrambling for the AC. I pedaled up the Inez trail with stubborn determination, my mountain bike rolling over patches of lingering mud and half-melted snow. Didn’t get far. Tried Miller Creek road next, legs pushing against the resistance. Didn’t get far there either. Little Park Creek called out with promise of better conditions, but the seasonal mess of early spring had other ideas. Three attempts, three dead ends.

    Does this look like fun to you?

    The web feels thickest this time of year. It’s like some cosmic joke that repeats annually. This claustrophobic sensation that wraps around my chest when I stare at the calendar. Summer seems impossibly distant, a mirage of freedom where I can hop on my bike and point it anywhere, trails opening endlessly before me like chapters in a favorite book. But now? Now there’s nowhere to go, nowhere that isn’t soggy or snowy or simply impassable. The sticky strands of this web catch me every year around this time, this haunting realization that maybe I’ve chosen the wrong place to put down roots. The thought loops back on itself… I’m stuck, I’m stuck, I’m stuck, echoing with each spin of my wheels against unsuitable terrain.

    I finally surrendered to reality and rolled back to my truck. Tossed the mud-spattered bike in the back without the usual post-ride satisfaction, just going through the motions. As I drove back toward town, buildings began to materialize and then disappear past my window, concrete markers of civilization blurring together. And that’s when I felt it. Just the faintest spark, a glimmer of something like happiness. Not the full-blown euphoria of a summer descent down a perfect singletrack, but something quieter and no less important. I’d gotten out. Left the four walls of my house behind. Pushed against the boundaries, even if they hadn’t yielded much.

    Sometimes freedom isn’t about conquering mountains or hitting epic trails. Sometimes it’s just about refusing to surrender completely to the web, yanking back just enough slack in the line to remind yourself that you’re still moving. The truck hummed beneath me as I headed home, and I realized that while I might be temporarily trapped by season and circumstance, I wasn’t truly stuck at all. The glimmer wasn’t just happiness… it was a promise from spring that summer’s liberation was already on its way.

  • Survival Day

    Survival Day

    My coworker catches a glimpse of a scene so chaotic, they’re halfway through dialing 911 before they realize—hold up, it’s just Bill having another one of his “Survival Mondays.”

    At first, the scene’s a mess—looks like a garage sale after a tornado. But then it hits me: this isn’t the aftermath of some catastrophic crash. Nope, it’s just Bill Martin doing his best impression of a bear hibernating through winter—or, in his case, the horrors of Monday.

    It’s like someone slapped a grunge filter over everything, giving it that “I’ve seen some things, man” vibe, which is peak Bill. Far from being a disaster zone, it turns out to be the cozy, albeit chaotic, interior of his trusty campervan. It’s his little fortress of solitude, shielding him from the Monday mayhem outside.

    Peeking through the clutter, I can almost picture Bill in there, probably catching Zs to sidestep any unnecessary Monday drama. His game plan? Fly under the radar, keep it down, and let Monday sort itself out while he’s off the grid. Come Wednesday, the storm’s blown over, and Bill can emerge from his cocoon, rejuvenated and ready to tackle the rest of the week with gusto. It’s a quirky strategy for sure, but hey, Bill’s practically a Zen master of dodging Monday madness at this point.

  • Morning Catch at the Bay

    Morning Catch at the Bay

    The morning mist hangs low, The water calm and still, Two fishermen on the bay above, Their nets with shellfish fill.

    The sea, serene and gray, Reflects the sky above, A peaceful start to the day, For those who fish and love.

    Their boats on silent glide, Through the early morning light, As they pull in their nets with pride, And savor the catch in sight.

    A tranquil scene, this bay, In black and white serene, Nature’s beauty on full display, In this Pacific Northwest scene.

  • Little Bear Cabin

    Little Bear Cabin

    Last July I was also exploring the Gallatin on my bike ….

  • JayP Backyard Fat Pursuit Part 4

    JayP Backyard Fat Pursuit Part 4

    [Part 2, Part 3]

    The Journey, The Teacher

    I awoke to Kim covering me up with a blanket but drifted off again. Then my eyes shot open and found that I had been out for 30 minutes. By the time I got myself together and out the door to the Man Cave I had been stopped for an hour.

    I rode to the end of Quaker Lane and then over to the Sawtell Resort then doubled back on what seemed to be the snowmobile trail West. But soon I realized something was wrong. No fat bike tracks and the snowmobile trail seemed to disappear underneath drifts. I climbed drifts and walked for about 15 minutes before consulting my GPS. It was now obvious I went off course. I tried to cut over to what I “thought” would be the official route. After 20 minutes of swimming through arm pit deep snow I just returned to the point where I left the course. Which I may add is what you are supposed to do.

    Once on route someone pulled up to me looking for  Rebecca. I gave no advice because I only knew she was out here somewhere and reportedly “hurting”. The person convinced me that I was “almost there” … “closer then you think”. Which … I was not.

    But in perspective to the entire ride I was almost there and the energy started to return to my pace. I even started to hopefully catch people. I was flying and hoping I was indeed almost there.

    Then a rider appeared. I stalked them for about 30 minutes and when they stopped and started walking I rode up. I didn’t want to start racing now because I felt I was getting shelled again.

    It was Rebecca.

    “Are you OK, is there anything I can help you with”, I asked.

    “I don’t know, I am spitting up blood and have asthma …”, her voice trailed off.

    She looked pretty bad and my concerns were that eventually she would stop and get cold. “Do you want me to send help”, I inquired.

    “No way”, she came to life for a moment. “I don’t have $500 bucks”, referring to the “rescue fee” in the race rules.

    “Well you know what to do then …”, I suggested while at the same time berating myself for saying something that stupid. I meant that I had respect for her and I knew she had the capacity to make it out. This was Rebecca Rush for god’s sake.

    As I rode off wondering if I should of done more I realized that my energy levels was also draining. I flicked on my GPS and calculated that I was going to be out there maybe three more hours. Still on Stamp Meadows Road I really did not want to ride any more. I thought.  And I went into my “safety place”, a dream state where I could sit on the couch and think about things while outside in the real world my body would be on auto pilot.

    I thought about expectations and perspectives. One should not sit in a certain perspective where expectations were possibly unattainable. I mean for me to expect this trail to be groomed was the wrong expectation. And this is what the adventure has taught me. My mind raced back to the last check point when I asked  JayP if the rest of the trail was groomed. The answer was a snicker and finally “No”. I ran into a snowmobile ski rut and stepped off my bike. Nope, not groomed.

    When people, both real and imagined, tell you that it is “all downhill” or “your almost there” you should just smile and giggle. Who cares. No expectations means not to buy into it. Be comfortable in the moment and don’t expect these things. I came out of my dream state to focus on my GPS. I was lost again.

    I went back and forth on Old Shotgun Road, one of the very few times we got to ride on a road, about 50 yards worth. After settling down I found my way again and rode with new enthusiasm, new trail, maybe almost there, maybe downhill. Good thing I now was not expecting it … because it was all false.

    A hard mile or two of power line riding lay in front of me. I checked in with my body and it told me no way. I immediately went into my dream state. I could not bare reality.

    I was alone and really I had to keep going. I had been going for almost 30 hours, right? I knew I could keep going. I really did not need didly-squat. I was right where I wanted to be. I was content. I slipped out of my dream state to really savor the rest of the ride. I passed the final test … and was about to graduate from JayP’s “Facts of Winter Life Challenges”.

    The last three miles I soaked it all up. This spaces I experienced both real and in my head were rare. It was finally over but it did not need to be.

    I rounded the last corner to see my partner waiting and one person who obviously was going to document my finish. I stopped to hug Mo and searched inside myself for the old Bill. The one everyone knew. But he was missing. Nothing left. No competitiveness. Just a mellow adventurer with a new perspective.  With appreciation. And no expectations.The goal really wasn’t the finish and the journey  became the teacher.

    On this day in history, ‘Hey Zeph! Want an Action Wipe?‘ I asked, after cleaning the blood from my shin.

    Saved by a Package, 2013

  • Adventure of angry leg

    Adventure of angry leg

    So there I was, updating my social sphere with, “Almost hitting the pavement. Wouldn’t say no to hitching a ride,” on both Twitter and Facebook. Lo and behold, within the span of a quick coffee break, a Ford Focus rolled up. Behind the wheel? Only the most charming lady you could imagine, greeting me like we were long-lost friends. Sure, I might’ve made it back on my own steam, but let’s be real – when I fired off that update, my knee was throwing a tantrum, and I was bracing myself for what felt like an epic trek back, capped off with a cautious bike ride home. The drama? Courtesy of this morning’s misadventure up on the ridge.

    Mission: Baldy Mountain

    The day’s agenda was straightforward: pedal from my doorstep to conquer Baldy Mountain. It turned out to be a rollercoaster of emotions. One minute, I’m all gung-ho about summiting, the next, it’s looking grim. The turning point came when optimism was at an all-time low. I hit a peak, gazed over at the Baldy ridgeline, and… yeah, not happening. The only way forward was to wade through neck-deep snow for a good quarter mile to reach the clearer ridge, followed by a lengthy traverse. But, plot twist: I forgot my snowshoes. Classic me. So, I turned tail.

    Stony Retreat

    Then, as if scripted by Murphy himself, disaster struck. My foot crashed through the snow, burying itself up to the shin, and all my weight shifted forward. The snow crust might as well have been concrete, giving my leg a jolt that screamed “something’s wrong.” Luckily, I managed to clamber up to the ridge and hobble down its stony backbone with all the grace of a newborn deer.

    Trek over the North Bridgers to Hylite

    The ridge, swept by the wind, spared me from some of the snow, but as I neared my snow bike’s hiding spot, I was breaking through the surface left and right. My knee began to voice its displeasure, and I took a few unscheduled dives. My leg was definitely not on board, shocked and weak, utterly indifferent to the stunning day or the breathtaking view of the Hyalite region, with Baldy taunting me in the background. Nope, my leg was staging a full-on protest, embodying the essence of “angry leg.”

    Reflecting on it, that social media shout-out did snag me a lift home, but all things considered, it was a solid day. Guess it’s time to take “angry leg” out for another whirl this arvo – wish us luck!

  • Master

    Master

    Welcome to the latest slice of my 2009 photo anthology, folks! We’re diving into part 16, where I shine a spotlight on another gem, affectionately dubbed “Master.” Picture this: it’s a sunny July 28th, 2009, at 11:30 AM, and yours truly is behind the lens of my trusty Canon EOS 10D, a beast of a camera that’s seen more action than a summer blockbuster.

    This hulking mass of nature, the star of today’s post, stood as a beacon throughout our adventure in Canmore. Not only did it catch our eye, but it also captured the hearts of the locals, serving as a silent yet imposing guardian of the town. This rock wasn’t just a rock; it was the unsung hero, the master of ceremonies at the World Solo Championships, immortalized in my snaps, various videos, and even a 24 Sports documentary.

    Fast forward to today, and the echoes of the championship are about to reverberate through Missoula. The town’s gearing up to welcome none other than Rebecca Rusch, the World Solo Champion herself, and Bob Waggoner, a fellow titleholder. They’re bringing the spirit of the WSC right to our doorstep! And if that wasn’t enough, tonight’s screening of “Race Across the Sky” promises to sprinkle a little stardust, with Reba basking in her well-earned fame and Bob armed with an arsenal of Butte 100 posters.

    Now, let’s keep it real for a moment. Watching “Race Across the Sky” might light a fire under you, sparking dreams of conquering the Leadville 100. A word to the wise: pump the brakes on that thought. The odds are stacked against newcomers hoping to snag a spot. But fear not! The Butte 100 is your silver lining, offering a challenging yet rewarding alternative with its bounty of single track — a course that veterans whisper is a tougher nut to crack than Leadville.

    For those itching to be part of the action, the movie night at the Roxy is the place to be. Snag your tickets at the pre-party hosted by Big Sky Bikes in their swanky new location. But hurry – word on the street is tickets are flying faster than a cyclist down a hill.

    In essence, this chapter of my 2009 photo saga, peppered with the excitement of the World Solo Championships and the allure of mountain biking tales, serves as a reminder of the adventures and stories that lie waiting in the great outdoors. It’s a testament to the enduring spirit of community, challenge, and the pursuit of passion. So, lace up your adventure boots, folks – there’s a whole world out there just waiting to be explored.

  • Almost another blizzard

    Almost another blizzard

    The sun eventually made its comeback, completely transforming the day. The only souvenir from the earlier chill is my frozen fingers. Tonight’s ride took me up Miller Creek Road, which is quickly becoming my favorite. The photos really say it all. Covered about 26.1 miles, with 40% of it on dirt.

  • Monday Chores

    Monday Chores

    Ah, Mondays. They sneak up on us like a cat on a mission to spill your coffee, don’t they? Especially after a weekend that zipped by so fast, you’d swear it was trying to set a new land speed record. So here I am, lumbering into the new week, yet there’s this little spark of anticipation for what lies ahead, like finding an unexpected onion ring in your fries.

    I’ve just spruced up my schedule on the ol’ web (sneak a peek right here: schedule). It’s sort of my way of saying, “Hey, I’m trying to keep you in the loop here!” because, honestly, trying to follow my day-to-day is like trying to thread a needle while riding a rollercoaster – thrilling but slightly hazardous.

    And for my next act? I’ll be plunging headfirst into the digital abyss to breathe some life into our new mountain bike page. Imagine me, decked out with nothing but a sense of bravado and a cup of coffee that’s seen better days, squaring off against the wilds of web design. It’s shaping up to be a showdown worthy of an old western, minus the tumbleweeds and with more pixels.

    Keep those eyes peeled, my fellow adventurers and internet wanderers. If fortune smiles upon us, we’ll soon have a spiffy new page to ogle at. And if not, hey, Tuesday’s just around the corner, ready to give us a do-over.