Trying To Continue

I would like to thank everyone for your kind words. KCooper, my sister has posted something well said and I am so impressed of her insight and choice of words. Lynn, Bob, Mom, Ronnie, Pablo, Sheepy, and all of those of you that sent me emails. Thank you for your kindness.

It is real freaky to always expect to have Marcy at my feet. When I accidently drop food crumbs I have to pick it up. I don't have to come home for lunch but I do. It is habit but when I get here I feel lost and don't know what to do. When I wake up I head for the door but no one to walk.

Tonight I tried to force myself to ride. It took me until 9 PM to get going and I got in a nifty little night ride. Big Deal 14.2 miles! I have no motivation. I went up the Rattlesnake a bit and up towards Jumbo Saddle. Hopefully tomorrow I will have more motivation.

Bill just checking on you as

Bill just checking on you as you weren't here for chat but that's ok because we understand. Remember tho were here no matter what time it is. Also even tho you can't see her she is still there with you and enjoying being by your side now as a constant companion, like a breeze. We love ya. Dad and mom