This morning seems better than yesterday. As soon as I got a message from GEICO about my car my day went to hell right away. I didn't start feeling better until 7PM. It ruined the entire day of job searching. It is hard to let go of something but I am losing them because I refuse to go into dept any further. Sure I could use my credit to pay bills until I get a job but then I will have to dig out of a bigger hole than I had dug going back to school. I feel greed it why I went to school and my higher power has been showing me that I must pay the price. I have learned my lesson and now it will be a long long time before I can get on track for my goals. Someday I want my own log cabin on some great property with a family and a fireplace inside.
I am ready for work, lets get going. The jobs for software engineer are dried up here and Missoula is the worst place on the planet for this type of work. Specially since all software jobs have gone oversees. This morning I am stopping by the college to see a man named Ryan Alter and to drop off my resume for a position called ""Computer Support Specialist".
This weekend is looking nice for a attempt to McCloud and I am feeling like I must go ... a sort of quest. Maybe I will learn something to help me get a job. I am thinking of looking for photography jobs too. So from the highest peaks of thought ... God speed to every one.